I just dont care anymore, if i dont care then nothing can hurt me

No one cares about me no one wants me anymore, it hurts alot but i try to excape

I never wanted my life to end so bad im just so unhappy

I keep getting pulled into thigns, this is the first time i got involved witht he police and it wasnt even my fault

I dont want to talk about this weekend its over and im back to being me

This time i dont know if im making a good dision but look at me im so unhappy i need to change

Its like watching my life from a distance and everyone distroying it

I just want this all over with, i just want a normal life or somewhat happy

As i went to a prgram 2day they held me as i cryed they said~ your just another kid lost in the system you did your best and all it would of took was that 1 person to care and to be there for u

Being in programs for the last 6 months made me forget what its like have a home inveriment and 2 just be me