If i want to die y should u all try to keep me alive???

Im scared, i have no family and now i lost the most important thing to me my home, i have nothing i want to frickin die

THe knife once again became my best friend, now knife help me out some more

Day after day, i have no home, i live in my car no one bothers with me

The cuts r so deep they are bleeding so much, its my high, I no longer want to try, my easy way came back, i guess it never totally went away, Im no longer caring im no longer feeling

The drugs and alcohol are here, its getting harder and harder to say no and turn away, when i want it so bad, im trying to be strong i need to talk to someone its been to long

I cut so much, i fell back to right were i was before, I look like a zebra and feel like i got stung by a hundred bee's at least i can feel something now

I want a family i want a home

~~~Please chceck out my zebra poem it discribed my life rite now~~~

Gettign ready for group, its time to look happy and have fun with the other kids and forget what im comign home to