&& so i cut tonight becuz i relized this little knife i call my friend will help me through the night when he is hurting me

&& how can you mean so much to me , when i mean nothing to u

IM not sure what life is like without getting hurt

&& its really hard when u look in the marrior and the person staring back at u is the person that f*c**d up your life , Its hard when u relize that person is u

&& i think rite now im just better not talking because everything i say is wrong

And i cant control how much i love you , i just know i cant help it i try not to

I wonder where my daddy is on christmas , will he even think about me??

I went somewere last night someone was telling us that love hurts , i looked at them and said NO love kill's

Christmas is just another apportant time in my life that your not here to share it with me

&& all I can say is no one will ever understand me the way you do