&& Im just gonna pretend nothing bothers me because im not strong enought to handel the truth

~ reality hurts to much, im living in my world of make believe~

&& as i look in the mirror I dont know were all the time has gone that passing me by

&& as i look at this blade i see my very best friend

~ Nobody truely realizes what they do to me~

&& im sorry if im your child but not the one you want

&& the only thing i did to derseve this life, i was borned that wasnt my fault

~ I dont want to be what you want me to be everyones different~

No one really knows how much i hate u, and how much u hurt me because there not here , i hate u !!!

&& some people can see u caring i see u controlling theres a difference!!