&& people say to stop cuttin but what do they really kno there not hurt lost confused and wants to die so thats how we survive

** They cant save someone whos already gone**

& as i look in the mirror i see this lil girl all cut up, i dont relize its me , how did my life ender up this way, when your cut and bleeding with tears in your eyes

~ I want more to my life but i keep lookin and i cant seem to find it~

~ People told me not to give up and try to be strong but they see only me not whats inside , i am completly dead on the inside walkin around empty inside~

&& how can u treat me like Sh*t and still expect me to do everything for u?!?!?!?!?!?

&& If i died tomorrow u would probley be the happyest person in the world and thats sad

&& i try to be everything u want me to be but i cant try no longer cuz itz killing me

&& u kno mom im sick of him hurting me hes your boyfriend not mine!!!! im done

He hurts me in the heart, he hurts me u see i just want it all to be over i just want to be me