I am lost i have no family i have no were to go and i dont even have myself im so scared

Itz alwayz been just me, now he cares, just not about my feelings , my dad doesnt even know me

I tell them i dont want to go into a different program, i dont want someone involved, but noone cares to listen they just say that i will get use to it , but not this time they pushed me to far

Everythigns starting to change, these people i trusted these people that cared are starting to walk away and now new people r in place, will anything last foreva? :(

What more could i ask for this christmas i got what i wanted a family, i just wish they didnt feel like strangers

They tell me that they cant help me then how do they expect me to help myself???

How can other people love me when i dont even love myself?

People keep hurting me becuase i keep hurting myself

Im gonna pretend im find, that im doing ok, becuz if no one knows the truth nothing else i can loose or no more hurt i can face

This computer is now the only thing i cant talk to, its now the only thing that will help me, what to do? what to say? how to explain? i might loose everythign but i found myself on here

Its amazing how much i love you and just cant let go no matter how much it try the pain i carrry with me day to day :(