No one really wants to end there life but you see sometimes were forced to by these memorise that haunt you

Its hard watching as your family is struggling, just to get enough money to do what you need, it makes me sad it hurts me to know its going on and i cant do anything about it

&& this one little cut changed my life for today

I want to try really hard but it seems the more i try people give me more to handle and i cant take anymore

&& lets get drunk and pretend these last couple of years didnt happing

&& it seems that everything that once made me happy im giving up on

I feel alone, i dont want to talk i just want to cut i feel different i feel lost

Im upset i dont want to talk becuz i know i will act out

Im hurting myself becuz i dont want to cry

Sometimes u need to keep stuff to yourself to be strong