She told me the other day that all she could see was pain that i was holding back , Y should i talk about this !!! its no use u cant go back and earse the past , I kno i FU**in tryed :(

Tonight the things in my head r making me want to end my life

&& everybody can do so much better than me i want what they have then i say wait the havnt lived my FU**in life they have no clue

She takes the razor blade to her wrist she made a cut a red line appears she holds it lays down and pray for god to take her

She wont kill herself tonight, she still loves u so much thats whats killing her the stuff no one can see she holds it all inside and she will fight this intell she can no longer fight

Right now i need to put my life on hold, take a step back, and do what will help me and make me happy, I need a break befor i do something i regret

As i saw another face from my past today i wounder y i just dont go back, those seem like the only people that understood me, i feel so lost and alone

Someone tryed to get me to talk today, I said i dont need to just look at all the cuts they tell so many stories that i cant explaine

There is no such thing as a "safe place"

I want to be invisable like i been my whole life with u