~ As I hear his voice saying im here to stay I cant see him being here with me~

~ I spend all my life living in the past because that all im use to~

~ hurt me all u want im used to it by u~

~ I relized how bad u hurt me, my heart is the worsed hurting~

&& Im just gonna pretend nothing bothers me because im not strong enought to handel the truth

~ reality hurts to much, im living in my world of make believe~

&& as i look in the mirror I dont know were all the time has gone that passing me by

&& as i look at this blade i see my very best friend

~ Nobody truely realizes what they do to me~

&& im sorry if im your child but not the one you want

&& the only thing i did to derseve this life, i was borned that wasnt my fault