He told me he would never leave me, i was stupid i believed him, now im alone and no one can help me unless they bring my daddy back to me :( i need him |
If i should die, would my mom and dad even care to say there goodbys and maybe then they would relize i just needed a family |
I just want my mom to admit what she did to me my whole life |
I saw my friend last night, he told me he loved me, and everything would be ok i trusted him and now it just leaves me with more memories |
Why am everything im doing is wrong? |
Im cutting so much i finally have control of something and it makes everything seem better |
I decide i dont want to try anymore becuz there some stuff i need to handle first |
It seems like no ones listen to me so y should i even try anymore |
Why should they decide if i should live do they relize how much i hurt |
Came home today started to cry pick up the little razor and cut as much as i could, only if he was here to help me i would be ok |