~ I dont want to be what you want me to be everyones different~

No one really knows how much i hate u, and how much u hurt me because there not here , i hate u !!!

&& some people can see u caring i see u controlling theres a difference!!

~ Its not like i never lost anyone, I will be fine the day u go away~

&& as i take this blade i look at it and smile becuz i kno its the only thing that will make me happy, i just want u to leave me alone ,im not as strong as i was and im fading

~ U can lie to me all u want because i kno the truth and i feel sorry for the person u r but i cant change u so i just walk away~

&& so close my eyes so I can pretend these last couple of years was like a bad dream that never happend

&& people say to stop cuttin but what do they really kno there not hurt lost confused and wants to die so thats how we survive

** They cant save someone whos already gone**

& as i look in the mirror i see this lil girl all cut up, i dont relize its me , how did my life ender up this way, when your cut and bleeding with tears in your eyes