Another sad person, Another sad day, That lead to just another suicide

You know me know, You'll rember me in a week or maybe a month, then soon i will be known as the girl that fought for life but got over taking be a suicide.

They tell me that they cant help me then how do they expect me to help myself???

How can other people love me when i dont even love myself?

People keep hurting me becuase i keep hurting myself

Im gonna pretend im find, that im doing ok, becuz if no one knows the truth nothing else i can loose or no more hurt i can face

This computer is now the only thing i cant talk to, its now the only thing that will help me, what to do? what to say? how to explain? i might loose everythign but i found myself on here

Its amazing how much i love you and just cant let go no matter how much it try the pain i carrry with me day to day :(

As I am going toward suicide i try to pull away and keep trying but i cant do this on my own , everyone will relize when im dead they should of listened to me

It doesnt matter what people say, i know me the best and i just dont care what they tell me

Im trying so hard , i cant try any harder, im starting to fall again and this time i cant do it on my own