I dont understand what people r telling me, I dont understand all the "skills" i should be using, I dont understand alot and that y im struggling but no one understands

You were never there for me, You always came and go, Y do u care now? Is it beacuz u relize how much u took away from me and distroyed my life, dont give me all your opions there not needed i know have my own, In the future i will be happy

It seems like everytime i try to talk im talking to a wall and thing things are bouncing right back at me and hitting me harder and harder

Rain comes down around me, this time no one can no longer see my tears, They thunder blocks out my crys and yelles. With lighting coming down missing me every strike it takes , im scared and I cnat do much more.I am alone in this storm called life

I had my dad this year for thanksgiving i couldnt be happyer, but y do i still want to die

My dads back in my life, i feel suicide cuz im in the middle of my family

Today im really thinking about ending my life, ending my pain, and no one seem's to care

What more could i ask for this christmas i got what i wanted a family, i just wish they didnt feel like strangers

Everythigns starting to change, these people i trusted these people that cared are starting to walk away and now new people r in place, will anything last foreva? :(

I tell them i dont want to go into a different program, i dont want someone involved, but noone cares to listen they just say that i will get use to it , but not this time they pushed me to far