Now letz play pretend, so i can get on with my life , and tell everyone im fine, and hid everything i feel , so i cant be hurt

Im going to bed. My head hurts, my eyes hurts. Most of all im so sad and im numbing myself from my life.. i just want to pretend!!!!!!!!!

Its funny dad how u want to help me know when u never did befor i dont need u. I dont know what itz like to have u care about me

I am lost i have no family i have no were to go and i dont even have myself im so scared

Itz alwayz been just me, now he cares, just not about my feelings , my dad doesnt even know me

You never take that second to ask me whats wrong, U never spend even an hour with me, and all of the sudden you want me to stay with u????

My mom & dad can team against me and make me feel bad and like i keep screwing up, but in the end im like this today becuz of them, only if they loved me only if they cared i would be so much different with me with my world

Im sad, Im tired i been living in respit for over a week and i feel myslef giving up i cant do this no more

I feel really bad, When i keep cutting i relize that im still alive

I feel really sad. I feel really bad. Its hard to rite on here to rite on here everyday cuz im in a prog. it sux. I use to be happy with what i had now im sad