When your little you look up to your parents for right and wrong, what happins when they mess up your mind, your not sure where u belong :(

Let pick up the peices again

As im packign to move again this isnt that i failed again its that im doing great and gettign to were i have to be

As i went to a prgram 2day they held me as i cryed they said~ your just another kid lost in the system you did your best and all it would of took was that 1 person to care and to be there for u

Being in programs for the last 6 months made me forget what its like have a home inveriment and 2 just be me

If i want to die y should u all try to keep me alive???

Im scared, i have no family and now i lost the most important thing to me my home, i have nothing i want to frickin die

THe knife once again became my best friend, now knife help me out some more

Day after day, i have no home, i live in my car no one bothers with me

The cuts r so deep they are bleeding so much, its my high, I no longer want to try, my easy way came back, i guess it never totally went away, Im no longer caring im no longer feeling