The drugs and alcohol are here, its getting harder and harder to say no and turn away, when i want it so bad, im trying to be strong i need to talk to someone its been to long

I cut so much, i fell back to right were i was before, I look like a zebra and feel like i got stung by a hundred bee's at least i can feel something now

I want a family i want a home

~~~Please chceck out my zebra poem it discribed my life rite now~~~

Gettign ready for group, its time to look happy and have fun with the other kids and forget what im comign home to

I cant talk to anyone anymore, Cuz im affarid what i will say. only this razor blade can help me now

Doing better have my sister :) i wish she knew how much it ment to me to spend time with her, it saved me :)

They say in time i will be ok, well time is running out for me

I just want this all over with, i just want a normal life or somewhat happy

Its like watching my life from a distance and everyone distroying it