~ I want more to my life but i keep lookin and i cant seem to find it~

~ People told me not to give up and try to be strong but they see only me not whats inside , i am completly dead on the inside walkin around empty inside~

&& how can u treat me like Sh*t and still expect me to do everything for u?!?!?!?!?!?

&& If i died tomorrow u would probley be the happyest person in the world and thats sad

&& i try to be everything u want me to be but i cant try no longer cuz itz killing me

&& u kno mom im sick of him hurting me hes your boyfriend not mine!!!! im done

He hurts me in the heart, he hurts me u see i just want it all to be over i just want to be me

See u cant help me cuz your not getting the hole story your just getting the begining and end!!

I am the girl u will see always pretending to be someone else

~ I am crying because I know im slowly dieing ~