~ A tear falls from the brokin girl she relizes her life will never be the same again, Another tear falls n she knows its to late to turn back time ~

&& im just not going to talk because im not sure what i am going to say :(

Im not talking because on the inside im crying

Im sad, how did life ender up killing me

~ I Just want it all to end because im fighting so hard and im dead on the inside whats left?~

~I wake up crying at night saying daddy come home then like in the past all i see is the dark i relize u wont be coming back~

~ I find myself getting lost in a world of pretend i dont even know whats real anymore~

~ as i look at this knife i see my verry best friend that will help me in the fight called life ~

~ dont want to live , dont want to breath, dont want to be here without you by my side~

&& so im gonna rite your name but its kinda differnt im gonna do it with a razor blade im gonna do it on my arm now u will be here with me and your rite bye my side