~ Tonight I saw you on the floor crying,you said we dont have any money you said you dont know how were going to make it, I could see you were sad and not letting us know everyday is hard but we have each other we will be ok ~

&& I wounder why in the pictures I look so happy when in life im so hurt????

~ As i looked into the mirror i did relize this person staring back at me, i dont want to be her ~

I though you loved me i told you everything then you got a girlfriend and now i meen nothing to you

&& tonite i cant talk because i dont know what i would say that way i am safe

Its hurts, when you think about life as a game what or who will you loose next?!?!?!?

~ Sometimes when i think about the future i start to cry I cant loose anymore and im affaird about what will happing ~

~ I feel difference, I feel like i dont belong, Everyone looks so happy why am i so sad ~

~ My family and other people, killed me were no one can see ~

~ I want to talk tonight but i Know she wont listen, Mom your in your world of pretend so you dont have to deal with the truth ~