&& so you said we needed to talk, i listened its just another person in my life who im close to that will come and go, its scary and it hurts

&& i will be ok i just need some time alone

I cant fix what i have done, there is nothing i can do to make it better, i am sorry i made a nother mistake i just want to mean something to you

&& so i decided i dont want to talk because then it will lead to crying then to cutting then to dieing

I miss my dad i really do i didnt get chance to say goodbye its true all good things come to an end

Dad if i could say something to you i would say i sorry and i love you.

<When i was little i started to relize family comes and goes but friends stay forever>

I dont think I ever felt so dead before!!!

Im so lost i want to be found

&& so im crying i just want you to bring me back my life that you took from me when you went away i dont like the person you left me with to be , please help me get it back