Wanting, but knowing you will never be mine...

Falling in a pit of lies,
When I do the things
you despise

Are you making your bed?
Checking it twice?
Making sure there are no fleas or lice?

You finally understand me
I'm glad that you can see
That I was going through pain
you accidentally put on me

I feel pain
i never thought
would penetrate
my heart

i want to cry
because of what
happened today
what i did was a sin

so does that make
crying a sin?
who cares now
for i do not know

good-bye cruel
world i will have to go

I am emo
As in sad
When I’m mad
Don’t think
I dont know
I cut -- wait no
Yes, yes I do
It is coming
Back to me
All the things
That you cant see
All the things that make me

Every time I see your face,
All I want to do is spray it with mace.

My friend called it a phase,
I called it a crazy maze,
that was stuck in my head,
and won't be gone until I'm dead.

Kill me! Or I will kill myself. Either way I get my wish.

When the day dies so will I.