I hate my life so bad
I just want to run away...
Family, if you did not know you will find out very...
That everything I said was a lie though you though...
How hardly you carried me in your bellY
for days, weeks and months before I was blesseD...
Here I am cutting myself over you,
Why pft I have no clue...
Won't you ever understand?
That to you it's not enough who I am...
I hate what your doing to me,
All i do is think of you...
When your little girl is five
she'll tell you I love you...
The shining light upon their faces
the way they feel as if in their places...
She goes to school everyday comes home at 3:40....
Does her homework and work around the house...
Stop acting like you know how I feel
because you don't...
Every scar has its story
every story has its pain...
I hold my teddy bear
i hold it close...
I think I'm falling for him, falling deep into his...
Little sara just sits there and waits for her dad...
times are tough, when they're togetha it neva eva...
The Wind,
The Tears...
Am i pretty enough now?
she stands in front of a mirror...
Shes twelve years old
shes cold and alone...
*this is really long i wrote it on
9-22-05...
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Waking up all alone again...
What if...
what if i was truely dead...