Tonight I heard my husband's voice
Through the telephone...

I miss him like crazy..
Im used to that kinda thing...

I would love some xanax
Or some alcohol...

I could never trust in you
like never ever ever...

Sometimes I feel
as if I don't have a life...

I'm kinda crazy
can't you tell...

I'm not a child, in your eyes
at least not anymore...

Everythings messed up
everythings turned to crap...

I've got all this time
only it's not really mine...

I know we fight
and sometimes scream...

...I stopped caring a while back
about everything, somehow...

This is gonna be hard isn't it?
forgetting about you...