I wish I could go back in time
and say the things I should've said...

AUGUST 26, 2004
I didn't wanna tell him no...

Let's sit here and have a talk
About all those thoughts we think...

I like to drink...
I can't really help this...

All those scars from my past...
they were once really something...

I could never trust in you
like never ever ever...

Omg quit callin
Stop blowing up my phone...

I would love some xanax
Or some alcohol...

It is so pathetic
crying cause you're gone...

I think about you all the time
it's crazy...like for real...

September 5, 2004
It's a different day...

I felt empty today..
More than most days...