Sitting here thinking of you
dont know what else to do...

Written Jan 9 2008
Why is it that my stomach still curls...

I cut my wrists in hopes to die.
when i do please don't cry...

When i first met you, i thought we wouldn't last
now almost 7 months late we love each other more...

I don't know what i was thinking
Maybe thats cause i was drinking...

Written February 17 2008
Baby i love you...

When i looked into your eyes,
i could see all the lies...

As the blood falls from my self inflicted wound
all i can think about is you...

The tears are stuck
as if Ive had enough...

In my mind i feel so much hate
i wish everyone would get shipped to another state...

Mostly everything i write is true
but i know for sure that i love you...

I wish i could tell you how i feel
I wish what happen wasn't real...