Sitting in the dark
Awake because of sleepless nights...

The faint touch ghosting over his skin
Shivers sent to the scene of the crime...

Lying in bed
In a dark room...

Sleepless lonely nights
No dreams, no thoughts...

Turning on the TV
Opening up a book...

Never good at anything
Trying my best gets me nowhere...

Blue eyes wet from uncried tears
Refusing to let them fall...

Lost in thoughts, visions and dreams
All blending into one image...

Did you hear me?
Out in the blowing snow, bitter cold of early...

Forget the bruises
Wash away the blood...

Over. Why can't it end?
This never ending September...

Living on this life day to day
This life of confusion, hurt and pain...