Lost always and forever
In green eyes...
In your hometown you learn your assigned role
Play the part of a brainwashed soul...
My days are dark and grey
Like walking through a mist...
Blue eyes
See into me...
Did you hear me?
Out in the blowing snow, bitter cold of early...
Lost in thoughts, visions and dreams
All blending into one image...
Blue eyes wet from uncried tears
Refusing to let them fall...
Never good at anything
Trying my best gets me nowhere...
Can’t do anything right
Just keep living one big mistake...
No longer here
Leaving everything...
Living on this life day to day
This life of confusion, hurt and pain...
Sleepless lonely nights
No dreams, no thoughts...