Let me hear you say my name. i want to hear you scream in pain. can you tell me that you love me while holding a straight face?

The fear, it haunts me everywhere. the guilt, it builds up inside of me. the weight, has been put upon my chest. i feel like running out into the middle of the street and screaming at the top of my lungs "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO!?"

You know shes falling hard when shes smiling all the time and shes got those butterflies about kissing him.

So i got that "blush with every text" the "does he feel the same way" thought and it is driving me crazy not knowing.

Its funny how i dont need him anymore. i thought i loved him but it was all wrong. now my heart is caught in my throat again but this time for someone else

So there's this girl and shes got me so lost with every word she says and the looks she gives.

It was scary being there, it was a slap in the face saying "hey he's gone now" but i know that he's in God's arms now and his pain is over.

Not going to tell him how fast he makes my heart beat, how my legs get weak, or how hes all i think about at night.

Supposedly he likes me, or so that's what they all say, and supposedly we are cute together, maybe i will see that someday.

So there's this boy, and he doesn't know it, but just seeing him makes my day