And i PROMISED my best friend that i would NEVER EVER like him but didnt someone once say that promisies are meant to be broken?

And i HATE myself for LOVING someone who HATES me but everytime i see you i know i will NEVER stop LOVING him

And im nice to her because im still in love with him

And that date was over the second he told me to smile like a doughnut,

And i can't help but liking him, trust me ive tried

GO AHEAD
try
just try to erase me from your heart
~JUST REMEBER~
noone can EVER forget that *first AMAZING kiss*

so good luck trying to forget me

And everytime he says, "i still love you baby, and i always will" i almost cry becasue i realize that i am living in a fairytale and loving it more than ever because all of my dreams have come true

And does it honestly make me a bad person that i would rather see you miserable and alone then have a smile on your face with her in your arms?

Just because you were my FIRST
doesnt mean that you will be my BEST but it does mean that i WANT you to be my LAST

And everytime i see you with her i cry a little more,