Hi, my name is Carmen and I `d like to give you some informations about me.
First of all i`m from Germany, so i hope you don`t mind if not all is correct.
As i`ve been out of school for 20 years now and just have started to learn
English again for 2 years. I tried in courses and with reading books in English
and watching movies in orignal language as well , but i got it that learning a
language is best you use it . Thats what iam doing at the net now. And after 1 year
i can say it is the best way except of travelling to a country which has got English
as nature language . Ok enough of that! I just hope you don`t mind some mistakes or when i have to ask because of understanding. And i`m not insulted if anyone tells me about my mistakes ok?
I was born in October 12th in 1969 in a little town near to Hamburg and i became a nurse. Today i live in another little town about an hour by car to Hamburg. It is one of the biggest cities of Germany.
I`ve been married for 13 years now and have got two kids (son 11/daughter 8).
When i was a teenager i wrote some poetries just to get my feelings out as i was not a person who was talking much at that time. But i forgot about it. Then last year i started to suffer for depression and i have gone through a really bad time. I had good friend but they were not able to understand what it is like to suffer by that. My husband was very caring and concerned but he also could not help me. I needed someone who understood me. Finally i got one person (for him are my poems Soulmate and Mystery).
I met him on the net and we both became really good buddies. He was able to understand and to help me with lots of advice as he knew how it is to suffer for such a desease. Anyway i got in hospital and when i was there i remembered me writing when i was a teenager and so i started to write stories ( short stories telling super stuff........sexy stuff) and i started to write a book which will contained explicit stuff as well but with much more story around. When i was thinking of a poem to say thank you to my friend i felt
in love with it. God it is so nice to write poems and to read those because they are telling you so much about yourself your personality and about your feelings. And some are just telling what you are going trough or what is on your mind as well. I like to read poems here and comment them when i have time to do and i love to post mine here and get some feedback about it.
When i get it in my mind i write it down and mostly i can`t stop till i have finished it.
I am listening to music when i am writing . I love all kind of music from classic,
pop, middle age music, celtic especially, rock and i like hard rock as well.
The singers i like are Loreena McKennitt, Josh Groban, Reamon, Ronan Keating,
Rosenstolz (German band) , and lots more. It just must fit to my emotions and
my feelings , will say depends on my mood . I like to read books esp. erotic ones and history ones..........playing in the middle age or a bit later which means the 18 century. My fav. books are the Oulander series by Diana Galbadon, Kinley McGregor, Karen Maria Moning, John Grisham and formerly i liked Steven King books.....Iam always interested in good books which make me so high about them so i am not able to lay them down.Anyway
I would like to get some more comments on my poems and maybe also get some advice
from you? Would be nice. So just say thank you for paying attention on my writings.
Ah and if you think now huh? She was not on the last time…….had problems with my comp sorry………….