All I can remember
Is living my life...

Do you see her?
She's right there...

Nothingness and Sorrow
Trapped between...

Life should have been
A simple journey...

The light slowly dies
Although it doesn't change...

I pick up the knife
Then put it back down...

I don't want to start crying
But my tears are already shed...

Dreaming I have never seen
Anything beyond a dream...

I am not a cutter
I never will be am or was...

Mourning death
Is like craving desire...

Dizzy in a world of color
Float to a room like no other...

I'm lost
Hopeless...