I am not a cutter
I never will be am or was...
We faded together
Away through the years...
Loosely stitched existence
Too easy to destroy...
Up above in heaven
The angels fly about...
want to scream of the unfairness
Of not being ignored...
Cloudy images
of a perfect world...
The ache in our minds
slowly grows worse...
What a tangled web we weave
what we get is what see...
Satirical hope
For the impossible...
I don't want to start crying
But my tears are already shed...
I never saw the knife
As the light made it shine...
I dedicate my life to you
And all the pain it brings...