When the time comes to turn around,
retrace your memorys is the first step to recovery.

"no one knows what im thinking underneth my smile. for me, i always wonder why i smile. do i feel hope? hope for the world to be a better place? or for hope of leaving it after i show the world my heart and soul."

"im not going to cave and cry my eyes out, only a few tears get by me, but only coz i let them"