This pen does not write the words I want you to...
My hand sits funny on the paper...

You are my girlfriend
There are many others like you...

I remember those days were we would laugh together
cry together...

Yours eyes greener than grass
your skin clear than glass...

I looked at my life without you
and saw what i was missing...

A long time ago i was thinking
thinking about you and me...

Numb,
feeling nothing...

The sweet breath
its wondering path...

Sitting on this train
Devising my plan...

My world stops spinning
i feel nothing without you...

The pressure fills
the darkness covers all...

You ask me if I love you,
and I ask myself how to begin...