You see her but you know you can not say
looking up and down the hall...

I was never living nor dead
never feeling pain or joy...

I could search beyond the never ending stars
Beyond the depths of the deepest oceans...

Dont want you to leave
Dont want your heart to bleed...

Don't let go
because I might not ever see you again...

Sitting there on the bench
you look up in to sky...

I don't know why
but every time I look into those eyes...

Seems everytime
you think your life is done...

I told myself after she told me
that I would be as happy as I could be...

I could have helped you when no one was there
But my exsistance you were still unaware...

This poem is suppose to describe how I feel
A world of feelings that are so real...

Life can find ways to beat you up
But most importantly don't ever give up...