The worst thing about knowing that you're being lied to,

is to know that you're not worth the truth

Life pulls you in all different directions..

ever feel like its tearing you apart?

I dont think you realize exactly what you do to me..

or how you make me feel..

Rain falls but no life is given
Weeks pass, no progress is made
Past sometimes takes you with soft hands
And all that surrounds you will fade

How come no one told me
all throughout history
the loneliest people
were the ones who always spoke the truth?

You are the bright rainbow,
after the cold winter rain,
you free my spirit,
you released me of my chains...

You are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the light
that leads me to the place
where i find peace...

Heart don't fail me now,
Courage don't desert me,
People always say,
life is full of choices,
how come no one mentions fear?

I thought to myself:
"Maybe i should stop living with this vision of fairytales and happy endings, maybe i should face reality now"
But I'm happy here, im safe and comfortable,
I'm a procrasinator, i'll face reality later.

I grow holding on to what i learn,
its time to let go of the notion that the whole worlds against me,
and breaking free of shackles that formed young...