Why do i have to be just another girl who doesn't cross his mind as more than a friend

I can't change the way i feel,
it's just the way i kno it is.

Some things arn't ment to be,
like some times your not true to me.

.o.k.ill admit it
i*think*||of||you+every+second_of_every_day
(your)m.y.favorite{subject}-to-talk{about}
whenihugyouiwishiwasallowedto never_let_go
-i-always*get[exited]{xwhenx} i get to see you
and_im_completely_and_totally_in_love
WITH YOU

Close your eyes,
and hold me tight.
just pretend,
it's all alright.

I dont like laundromats because i dont want everyone to know what my underwear looks like if they could fly.. or if they were caught in a really small tornado..

2013-Febuary; we started out as friends; now hes my best friend and my love;

I LOVE RJ FOR ENFINITY.!