Biting my nails nervously in the dark
Wondering if he is thinking of me...
Once there was this creature void of beauty, and...
Looking for affection from anyone who seemed warm...
Will you ever see me, for more then just a friend?
Is there hope that I am a match for somebody...
I breathe moments of desperation; they're breaking...
and all the scenarios where you promised forever...
So here I am today,
Still waiting for you...
I'm never going to forget you,
and all the things you failed to do...
I walk into the room
and i see you sitting there...
I know you seem to think
that I'm never really there...
I still hang on every word
and every single memory...
I know its the way i want to act
But i got to face the truth, face the fact...
Sitting right next to you,
Knowing that you care...
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real...
I want you to stay close to me
even if I am not here...
I still wear your sweatshirt,
The one you gave me forever ago...
Poet, don't keep silent
You've a message to convey...
You still love me or not
cause they say that you don't think about me alot...
If I could catch a million stars,
I know just what I'd do...
I didn't know her, now she's dead,
She put a bullet through her head...
Jealousy silently creeps in
Dark as a mid-summer night sky...
This harsh world's fate
Was just too much for me to take...
Throughout the ages, life's been rough
But for teens, it's just too tough...
It's so hard to face the world
each day thinking that everyone...
I gave up my entire world for you,
While you promised to do the same...
I fell in love with a green
eyed guy...
Love is a gamble,
and your heart is the dice...
I told myself after she told me
that I would be as happy as I could be...
The sun sets on her Porcelain Face,
tears roll down her cheeks in such disgrace...
The one I find, I think is right
Is never right it seems...
No uttered words the poet speaks,
No skies of golden hue...
I look at the clock,
it says 1:41...
I don't know if this poem is any good... I'm just...
I thought things were good now...
You walk out of my life
Like you were never there...
Crawl to my room
Wipe away the smile...
I go to school with a smile on my face
Seem so together, seem so in place...
A Pray Before Sleeping
Now I lay me down to sleep...
Silently
We were out for walk when I turned her way...
Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry...
So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin...