I look out my window
I see the green grass...

Ill lose it again
Remember when...

Watch my face as I fall
Maybe a new true love can happen after all...

Cold unknowing hands press against my lower back,
A soft sigh escaping my trembling lips...

I watch the minutes go by like seconds,
The months go by like weeks...

She Dreams
of knives, guns, and bombs...

The leaves turn,
And they fall...

Anger swells in a golden-blue gaze
A slice on her face...

His eyes liquid topaz
My heart beating fast...

I just dont know what to say anymore,
Knowing eventually you will just walk out the...

The lust has overcame me
I must take you now...

Dealing with all the emotions
Everyone thinking they understand...