Baby, please sit down next to me
And look deep into my eyes...
I know it seems I'm too old
To ask Santa to fulfill my dreams...
I'm sitting here by myself
But wishing I was with you...
My heart is no stranger to heartache
Or feeling lonely and abused...
Only when it comes to you
Can I hide and suppress my feelings...
Baby, I can't take this any more
You keep avoiding the answer...
I figured since you're leaving here
I could tell you everything I've felt...
Are you ready for the truth?
Because it is coming full force...
I hate how I can’t breathe
When I think about losing you...
I just wanted you to know
Some days are harder than others...
Baby, I know all I do is push
When I should pull you close...
Today when I got home and listened
To the messages left when I was out...