I hate how I can’t breathe
When I think about losing you...

My heart is no stranger to heartache
Or feeling lonely and abused...

I just wanted you to know
Some days are harder than others...

Baby, I can't take this any more
You keep avoiding the answer...

Are you ready for the truth?
Because it is coming full force...

Why are we dragging this out
It's just causing us more pain...

I hold my breath
Because it hurts when I breathe...

Baby, I know all I do is push
When I should pull you close...

Today when I got home and listened
To the messages left when I was out...

I know it seems I'm too old
To ask Santa to fulfill my dreams...

Only when it comes to you
Can I hide and suppress my feelings...

I'm sitting here by myself
But wishing I was with you...