Its looking at his photos that pulls me down,
Its laying here in my room full of his sent that...

Well do you get the feeling that you have already...

I will never hate myself more than i do now
I will never forget...

You know I never thought life would get any better...

It is really starting to hurt me now,
I kinda really need to do something about it but...

I really am sorry for all that has happen
I no for sure i really want this to mend...

Im sorry for all that has happen
Im not sure if it will ever really mend...

You are gone because of me
You will die because of me...

Its all just life,
But why does it not feel right...

The pain inside of me is hurting
The pain inside of me is making me feel sad...

Some days I wish, I was a beauty queen but I love...

Sometimes I think am I, special am I beautiful am...