I was n.e.v.e.r sure of what i w/a/n/t/e/d until i met :H:I:M:....
....and then i knew i w/a/n/t/e/d to d*i*e.

I don't take back anything i said to u.i meant it all from the back of my mind to the bottom of my heart.i hope u take what i said to heart.i hope u never hurt another girl the way u hurt me.but the truth?i would take u back in a heartbeat if i could

Another night,
Another cut.
Deeper and deeper,
Creating a rut.
Heaven falls in peices,
To the ground.
Along with this fallen angel,
Who is spiraling down.

I've .c.u.t. myself long enough to accustom to (p)(a)(i)(n).
So why do you think that :breaking: my *heart* is going to -hurt- me any ~worse~?

Anybody can tell me it'll be ok.
anybody can promise to be there.
anybody can dry my tears with false hope.
And anybody can promise to love me forever.
But so far, ur the only one that's kept those promises.

Anybody can tell me it'll be ok.
anybody can promise to be there.
anybody can dry my tears with false hope.
And anybody can promise to love me forever.
But so far, ur the only one that's kept those promises.

People say that you .b.l.e.e.d. to know you're *a*l*i*v*e*...
...I'm .b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g., so why don't I feel *a*l*i*v*e*?

[nothing] in =life= is :free:
not even .death.
i'm *paying* in +misery+
with ^my^ every -breath-

A (teenage) .v.o.w. in a ~parking~ ^l^o^t^ [til] :tonight: {do} us -part- i |s|i|n|g| the _blues_ and +swallow+ :t:h:e:m: [t][o][o]

[T][h][i][s] (i)(s) {the} :l:a:s:t: +s+o+n+g+ .y.o.u.'.l.l. e_v_e_r *s*i*n*g*