When you hold me close, i wonder if you will ever...
like I've been let go so many times before...

That razor blade on my arm
looks so appealing at times...

I want someone I cannot have.
My friends make fun of me for it...

I'm lost in space,
I'm always dreaming of your face...

Pain inside I cannot bear,
Pain you caused me...

Happier days are behind me.
Now all I know is pain and loss...

Dark and cloudy
Never bright...

I'm tired of crying at night.
I'm giving up this fight...

I don't love you anymore.
Now I'm walking out your door...

Love, pain, sacrafice.
Seems to be the story of my life...

Patches cover the holes.
pretty soon there are holes there too...

Just a lost traveler trying to get home,
lost in a cloud of my own doubts and inhibitions...