Happier days are behind me.
Now all I know is pain and loss...

Dark and cloudy
Never bright...

Pain inside I cannot bear,
Pain you caused me...

I'm lost in space,
I'm always dreaming of your face...

I want someone I cannot have.
My friends make fun of me for it...

That razor blade on my arm
looks so appealing at times...

When you throw yourself on the line,
you risk being hung by the rope of your own...

Your silence hurts my ears.
Laughter, Loving words, soft whispers...

Falling apart again.
Why do I keep falling out of love with you...

My boyfriend is in the army.
i couldn't be more proud...

Rain falls on the steps outside.
i think of you...

Your love is like a summer rain.
the air is so fresh and beautiful...