I was so scared, and yet i was so exited.
maybe because this proved to me that he truly...

That razor blade on my arm
looks so appealing at times...

People say I'm crazy
maybe it's true...

The more you tell me to follow,
the more i will stray...

I want someone I cannot have.
My friends make fun of me for it...

I'm lost in space,
I'm always dreaming of your face...

Pain inside I cannot bear,
Pain you caused me...

Happier days are behind me.
Now all I know is pain and loss...

Dark and cloudy
Never bright...

I feel dead. Maybe it's all in my head,but i don't...
It's too dark, the air too heavy...