Addiction, this is worse than science fiction.
I don't want to end up like him, steel rods...

Out of my pen flows these words of pain and pride,
i won't deny that I've cried...

You have disappeared,
left so many worlds full of fear...

Does my pain bring pleasure to you?
you stand there smiling...

I feel dead. Maybe it's all in my head,but i don't...
It's too dark, the air too heavy...

I'm tired of crying at night.
I'm giving up this fight...

I was so scared, and yet i was so exited.
maybe because this proved to me that he truly...

My faith has cracked.
The foundation crumbling...

Falling apart again.
Why do I keep falling out of love with you...

The more you tell me to follow,
the more i will stray...

Happier days are behind me.
Now all I know is pain and loss...

When you hold me close, i wonder if you will ever...
like I've been let go so many times before...