I'm a mess
A train wreck...

self hatred and guilt
pulse with every beat...

the walls bleed of you
your essence seeping through...

Insured but told what you are worth
My problems aren't problems...

Ambient noise soothes the soul
Moonlight calming my mind...

What is the point
to everything and anything...

Somehow I made it
to another year...

The sun stretches into the room
A cool breeze dancing in the rays...

what do you do
when your dreams become nightmares...

Self-doubt caused by
Looking in a mirror...

My heart bleeds for the lost
The ones that have let go of hope...

I am the girl with the look
Beautiful -thin- perfect to the camera...