There's more than one way to spell out shame
Not just with letters and signs...

In my perfect little world
I won't cry because...

I'm not going to run anymore
Like a scared little girl...

Written a few months ago
do you know her hollow eyes...

Mistake my frown for a smile
My nervousness for being shy...

I've let you down again
I just couldn't resist...

Broken paths litter the way
to this nirvana, once believed...

I've made a mess of things again
my feelings like the clothes on my floor...

Rest your weary eyes child
While light dances upon your cheeks...

Trembling lip
i want to say i miss it...

Impulses grow pulsing more and more
Faint notions mixed with fading memories...

Therapy
wallow alone...