And so it begins,
our descent apart...
Where do I begin with all these thoughts
I can hear every single one...
Peering out a clouded window
Into the frosty night...
Alone.
A deep overwhelming sadness...
I can't seem to admit it
But I am desperate without you...
Why does this hurt so much
missing you tonight...
Her pale skin glows in the dark
Sitting at the edge of her bed...
Dreary days flutter through my mind
Not warm, but not frigid...
Once a room full of possibility
Now full of crumpled papers, thoughts...
This heart crushing feeling
Burns more than a flaming sword...
Your breath on my neck is missing
And your arms around my waist...
Adversary at every turn
I can't escape this fate...