Why are your eyes so very haunting my dear
What possible horrors could you have seen?
Your pale skin is flawless surely you've never
Fallen into a dark place full of painful bleeding sin?

A lie is a lie until you tell it so much it becomes the truth
The truth isn't the truth when it's the lie you've told
I've made myself into the impossible puzzle
Since no one has all the pieces, Including myself, No one can see the big picture.

Once again I am alone
Untrustworthy and lost
Beautifully Distorted
Into something I'm not

A smile or a wave
A simple how do you do
Could mean the world to someone
If their world is you...

I loved you... what more could you have wanted?

Deep trails telling tales
of memories in my mind
A written code no one knows
What horrors they would find

I hate looking in the mirror because the only thing i see staring back is the face you used to love.

So this is what it feels like..
To truly be alone
to know no one cares
to know you don't belong

Slit my throat and hope to die
I'll say i love you one last time
Upon your deaf ears
Upon your blind eyes
You'll say you never saw me cry

The reasons I push you away are the same reasons why I cry